I KNEW Something BAD would happend!

Ok here's the story. A while back, if you remembered from previous and extremely old journal entries ago (also approx. 3-4 yrs. ago) , I had spinal surgery for scoliosis (it was bent/curved 21 degrees) that was inhereted from my dad's side of the family. So after that very scary surgery, I've been healing and making accomadations for myself so that way I can put less stress on my spine but here's the catch. There is still a curve on the lower part of my spine but with a reason. If I were to put a steel bar and screws on that part of the spine like it already is on the mid part, I won't be able to move that much, which is scary.... so yeah basically I'm trying to use less of my spine.

Now Here's the huge news flash. During Junior year, which was last year, my doctors (yes I have more than one doctors) have noticed that my spine has started to bend the other way! This freaked me as well as my mom. So what I did, in thought I could help my back was excercicing more, in form of extra walking and streatching, and eating right in proportions, while my mom, as much as I hated it, took me to see an acupuncturist, and those needles were scary!

So now, 3 weeks ago, I went to see my doctor again because my mom wanted a second opinion or a little more advice on my back and the possiblities of another surgery. The news upsetted me so much that it went into the category of news that made me cry HARD. All my work I did turned out to worser for my back. What my mom did for me, which was needle torture, was good for me 'cause it included muscle therapy. So what my doctor recommended me to do was to start swimming again. "Houston, we've got a problem...." Before my surgery, I had loved swimming but ever sense my surgery, I've stared at my pool in FEAR. My body has made me worry about the safety of my spine even if people say it's good for my spine and my weight..."THERE IS NO WAY YOU WOULD VERBALY GET MY ASS IN THAT POOL." Is what my body kept saying espesially when it's my pool. My backyard is huge so that means lots of bugs and flower both on the the beds AND in the pool. I wil not go into a pool unless it's cleaned up completely.

SOOOO.....taking in a DEEP, and I mean DEEP, breath I went into my pool and it was FREEZING COLD and so almost everyday, I've been going into the pool for at least an hour whenever I have time and hated every second of it but guess what....NOW because of the temperture of the pool, I have now suspectedly caught the stomach flu and I feel like crap.....what's worse is that I wanted to give my friend his birthday present and pick up my cap and gown but my teacher had convinced me to leave school and go home to rest and recooperate......gah great....not only that I have work to do to make up.

But not all is lost in my great utter peril of this curse that has befalled upon me....XD

I get to draw the next TF fashion adventures and cause possibly more torture to Starscream or some other poor spark with my buddy

aaaaand, I'm contemplating to return to the Big Byako Round Robin Tournament which is hold by my good friend, It currently sounds like fun now that I have less to do concerning both HS Grad and College but I don't know. XP

Talk to you later and hope that I live through my dire suffering. XD